I don’t know how to do anything anymore. I have so many things to get done and so many places to be on a very specific time schedual. My stress is so high that my chest feels like it’s caving in on it’s self. I imagine it feels very similar to a heart attack.
Seems like the only things I enjoy doing is reading, painting or sleeping. And watching Lost and Glee. I really don’t even care about having a social life these days . I just want to get through all my shit so I can do the things I enjoy. Unfortunately I find myself getting distracted by the things I enjoy.
For example. I have a large essay due this week on two books that I love, but it’s not getting done because I keep picking up ‘The Glass Castle’ by Jeanette Walls. It’s a great book!
I don’t know. I understand I have time management difficulties and that my full potential won’t shine unless I use my time wisely. I understand it. I just get so bored and unmotivated that I ignore it till the last minute. Now I’m Just being whinny. Haha
I guess I’ll get some sleep and cross my fingers for a head ache free day tomorrow.
Peace
